Thursday, July 21, 2011

Spice University 101

Universal Harmonic Resonance:The Teaching tool and what it has taught Me.

Who Iam...

I stand here before you as the being called Awno'ka.
Awno'ka...Universal Harmonic Resonance in Service to the Goddess

Over the last 2 and a half years my life has taken on something of a singular focus.

That being the conscious understanding of the proper approach to my moment by moment mind so that I might be in Harmonic Resonance with the Universe.

The concept of Universal Harmonic Resonance (UHR) was first presented to me during one of my early sessions at my Institution of Higher learning, The many Realms and Beings of the Spice University.

I have never truly felt called to do or be anything, I mean I always thought that I would be a teacher but education as prescribed by our society would not be a good fit for my temperament.

I can not do what I believe to be wrong, and teaching, hell being a student in the college system was asking me to do just that.

But when I came to Spice University I knew that I had found my calling.

The Spice University structured my curriculum in such a manner that the entrance interview / lecture showed me everything that I already new but had forgotten somehow.
It introduced me to Professor Babaji. Telling me things like Thou art That...
while floating lotus style in a sea of undulating lines of energy.

It was quite the enlightening experience, being the FIRST day of school and all...

Then the lessons began...

First lesson: You are not what you think you are....


Now, this was and is one of the stranger things that a being that is evolving awareness into its true nature has to endure.
I mean, truly the very feeling of 'being' is the one thing that I count one.
How can I not know what I am if I am it?

You are not what you believe yourself to be....


Over and over again I experienced realms, orders of being, senses, sounds, and smells that were all outside of the realms of my reality just the split second before.
One gets the parameters of reality smashed enough times and you get the point that,
“I had No f'ing clue what the limits and composition of 'reality' was!”
and, since I was clearly an aspect of that reality I had no idea what I am.

Ok lesson learned...

Lesson 2: There is a Reality and it is Known


The paradigm into which we were born and have swam for all the days of our early education.
The paradigm reinforced by daily media bombardment,
presents a universe that is so immense and so complex that unless you have multiple phd's you can never understand it.
"But, the experts know about 90% and we are on the verge of learning the rest."

Well at Spice University one is taught that there is Truth.
There is an actual way that all has come into manifestation.

And that this way, this Creation, is Known.

Holy Bleep'ing Showers of Stuff.... There is Truth to the All of Creation and it can be known!


After Lessons 1 and 2 I was hooked.

I mean the way these lessons were expressed and experienced is so beyond my ability to articulate that this disclaimer is necessary.

But, to give it a shoot is why I am standing here...

Freshmen year first semester

So I was in a class. The classroom consisted of a small discussion group of like 4 people.

An intense conversation were all persons were engaged broke out on aspects of the days activity.
At some point I realize that I am each of the separate beings in the room. Having at once separate honest opinions and perspectives.

Wait I thought I was I, how could I be him too?

Wow!
I began to laugh hysterically as the experience of answering and reacting to myself simply blew my mind...
then, Me B turns to Me A and says “Me C is getting his mind blown right now, we will just continue this without him until he calms down...”

Yup, I have no idea what capacities I have been endowed with as a spark of the infinite Love...

Lesson 3: If you are eternal, then what...


Now this one was for my reasoning and logical mind to play with,
on its way to the suicide chamber...

First if I am an eternal being then I can't look at my 'birthday' as my beginning.
If I am eternal then 'I was' before birth.
What was I before birth and what did that I have to do in choosing this I's experience?

Ok, If I am eternal then I can't not be. So what is death? If it is defined as the state of non-existence; nonbeing, Then I can not die.
Ok, then why do I fear death so much?

What if the fear is an illusion? A response to a belief rather than to a reality?

Oh shit, that one put a chink in the reasoning entity.

If my perception is sooo scued that I can experience debilitating terror over something that is impossible to ever happen to me, then what can I trust about what I think that I know?

It was at that moment that the ultimate purpose for the original question became clear.

While my reasoning mind is quite amazing it is only as accurate as the information that it has access to.

And somehow the life I had lived left me so off base that I am jumping at shadows...

I reasoned that get to where I wanted to go, then I would have to rely on something beyond reason to get me there.

Thus began the intuitive Life, The Ka Path.

The entrance to the Ka path is the understanding of the limits of terrestrial reasoning.

1 comment:

  1. I love that you are going back to basics, asking the very nature of consciousness, then coming to conclusions about how you see the existential world. I believe it is separate, there is some basis to measure it, and that certain types of people have been measuring/holding space for/observing to the best of their abilities for thousands of years. I feel alive and thoughtful in your Observations... thank you for sharing, and keep it up!

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